my love

here im back
long enough time i didn't give you a report about my life :) but everything was going crazy, funny, and happily! but something that i wanna share to you buddies!
just simple, still about the boy that makes me fall and evertyhing that always everygirl feels if they got loves! one boy and one self! his name is Y****! (just called him it)this boy is different with the old boy that i told you before. the left time, he made me like a spark fly! i can't stop my heart to fall in love with him!i dont know why... but i just want to share to you ....
he is carming, kind, good, actually handsome, gentle, ...........

he looks so big boy when he chat with me and when he give me some advice or maybe when he share his experience.
he is a army of israel, we never met before! i found him just from the army israel group on facebook!already a long time i make a relation with him not a couple! and the 6 mont ago, i told him what i felt to him! he gave a bad respons! he didnt reply back my message! he still silent for 6 month! a long time that, i just wait a message from him and never give up! yeah, once i told to my self to give up, hes just my dream! but i waste this fv*k opinion. i still wait him, wait wait, and wait. and cames to the end, he was reply back my message! he told me sorry because he didnt reply my message! he told, he didnt reply back my message because he scare about my feel!haha what a joke! he give some appreciated for him, and i thank for that.until now, i still wait for him and never stop! for you? what you think about me? i'm a DREAMING QUEEN or something?
just up to you! but i want to tell you something! if you love someone, you have to talk to him/her before the time was come late! dont think about the respons, make it to be last problem! the big problem is how can she/he knows you love her/him! so, just open your heart and mind to try talk that! dont be scare, the truth is the best!

see yaa