there's one boy that filled my life 2 weeks ago! yeah, we were in relationship... exactly fastest relationship! i made a relation just 2 weeks! from 22nd may till ...... (i don't remember when i broke with him, that's not important :p)

first, i saw him with my cousin, and she introduced him for me and me for him! honestly, since i saw him at the first i have a bit bit bit crush on him but not really much! (TRUST ME)! actually i met him with my cousin is a second times! i had been met with him when i was at mother's village but not for introducing. he's not really much handsome and just a simple boy! honestly he doesn't has a special things but, i saw the other from him! after the introduce process maybe 2 weeks or 3 weeks i don't know. he said he loved me and simply wanted to be my boy friend! ????? what the funny boy! you really don't make a something special for me to believe you are! that's what i think! but you know.... not needed a long time and make my mindfull like the other to accept a boy on their life, i said YES to him! 2 weeks with him thats long for me! he was my first and i think i should to looking the other boy who more than him that macthed to be my first! but, i already make a final! i choosed him to be my first!

first day, i told to my friends, they excited for me! someone told congrat to me, someone laugh off at me, excited at me, and and and. honestly, i saw the something different on me and my buddies who didn't have a boy friend! i saw on me and say.. " really, what evil that came on you last day that makes you so different between them??" come on.. back to your self! i try try try to think again how's the way that i gotta take to broke him! i make a target q weeks with him! and you know, my buddies said to me "WATCH OUT OF YOUR FVCKING MIND" you gotta get a "karma"! i think ( who cares on 'karma'?? thats just on my super up grandma's world not for my time) but that's really disturb my mind! KARMA, KARMA, KARMA! just that fucking word on my mind if i broke him on 1 week exact... so, i decided to leave this relation stay!

and final at 2 weeks, i try to broke him! really thats just a kidding think! but he think seriously! i wanna tell you about it! actually who said broke to him, it's not my idea! that all my cousin's (who met me with him) idea! but i know she made it! i was just let it happened like a water :p LOL

and you know what he said back on me?? he said, if that you want i accept it all! WOW really make me fill hotest! more than just hell!! he said that to me and i got a emosion on him! you know... thats feal like he was a meatball whict i wanted to pin and come in to my mouth teeth hardly and swallow smoothly LOL! i really really hate him much! but... not long! now, i'm just ordinary on him like the nothing's happend

and know... there's something problem between me, him and my cousin! some complicated problem!