new boy new challenge

well, as usual a woman is never go out from the boy zone. i don't know why, that's naturally happend. it's like a pen and book. where the book is, as usual, the pen will follow it. sama aja kaya cewek. dimana ada cowok pasti disekitar juga ada cewek yang susah payah mencoba mendekat. well, that's happend on me too. i found a boy, actually cute, handsome, charming, act like a prince with 'low profile'. he is a barista. yes, that's his job. always interesting with coffee, chocolate and many more. and that's all makes he more more looking cute. sweet smile on his smile that makes me can't forget him. his name is Rizky. (susah payah buat tau namanya :p cuman nama aja harganya Rp.62.500 :p gak usah dtnya knpa 62.500) everytime when i came to his place the first time that i notice is HIM. i don't care even the coffebean not provide any drinks, i'm still be in there even just ordering 'Aqua botol' :p kebayang how big work to get attention and notice from him?? many many many time past, and i'm still with my feeling and not a little bit changed. even i said to my buddies i'll try to forget but that's actually  HARD sesusah ujian fisika buat kelulusan s3. i always provide many plans, but no one happend. arrgg >< being stalker, i did. stalking to know what his name is, what religion he is. and i get the high point of all my work. i know the "BIG" information. i know his religion (itu penting banget buat gue even you think that's funny) he's muslim. and how about me?? I'm christian from my mom's belly. hard to make a decition but i have. and until now, i don't know what i have to do.